Tuesday, August 29
PsychologyThe tinkling ice in the tilted glass questioned
Moslem? And you drink?
A little grin escaped my flabbergasted lips
I had to go back in memory
The days of the so called subjective purity
To the deity
The days of submissive obedience
Prudence to any fatal punishment
FEAR and Reward
The minute the corpse is put to ground
Mechanized with afterlife evils
Not the eminent pleasures of the Reward
Perfection, is what I sought
Yet I could never be perfectly
Doubtless of my imperfections
I had to give more
Yet, I couldn’t give more
Exhaustion to believe the unbelievable
Blindfolded, ensued my endless prayers for forgiveness
But I couldn’t stay blinded; after all I’m His creation
Mood of today; Gogoosh
Name::AyyA
From::Kuwait
I AM WHO I AM AS I ARRIVE AT YOUR DOOR WHETHER I COME OR I GO IS NOT UP TO ME FOR I HAVE LOST SIGHT OF ALL DESIRE "Walled Garden of Truth",Hakim Sanai
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13 Comments:
Mmm..I could just feel that cool drink on my lips in the middle of this infernal heat...
Lovely as always, you really sure know how to press the right buttons..
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إشكالية العبد الذي يشهد أن لا إله إلا الله و يقيم الصلاة ويؤتي الزكاة ويصوم رمضان ويحج البيت وبعدها لا يعرف إن كان مصيره جنات النعيم إشكالية خطيرة
سوء الظن في الرب عند بعض المتشددين هو أسوأ أنواع سوء الظن على الإطلاق
أحبك أيا..والله كما هو في عمق إيماني بالتأكيد يحب روحك النقية
Ayya what you write is exactly how i feel you some time express my feelings more than my self!
every one says Islam answers all your questions .....
I dont see where?? all my questions are taboo):
Mini Я.
Thanks sweet mini and enjoy your drink while you can, because
الغضب الساطع ات و انا كلي ايمان
I hope I did not mess up with my Arabic, don’t laugh ;p
ولاّدة
The problem with religion is that it’s a totalitarism, and the more you go into details, the harder life becomes ( been there, done that). If God wanted us perfect, why didn’t he create perfection in us, like angels? If God didn’t want us to doubt, why did he create brains? If God didn’t want us to get buzzed, then why drinks give us this feeling? And why wine should be an incentive in heavens if it is forbidden on earth. Some say heaven’s wine does not make you drunk !!!then what is the use of rivers of grape juice? Personally; I neither like grapes nor its juice if it doesn’t give me a buzz. There are so many answered questions, no one more than Moslems can twist and turn the argument, in lengthy boring details to waver your questions. And the answer is always; a masterpiece thesis of garbage.
And I don’t have to tell you how much I missed you, do I :*
9ahba'a
Islam answered a lot of my questions, one day I was a true student of faith, honest in my peruse. With open heart and mind, and an appetite to learn, but that was my mistake, I should have blindfolded my mind because Islam didn’t give me the right answers, and my mind couldn’t take any more.
Allahh gogoosh
I saw her live when she came to kuwait ..eat your heart out
Welcome back dear friend and sa7 elsanch....
and you know my opinion abt it ..dont let me start
Moslem? And you drink?
If I get a penny every time I’m asked this question. Even when I chose to live in Europe, still the same shit applies.
Even when you run far away from everyone, you will always be haunted by the same question.
Ayya
Well said
I went through the same phases and experiences. The problem, in my opinion, lies in the "absolute truth" myth. Submission to the "absolute truth" leads to frustration, dissatisfaction and inconsistency for perfectionism is impossible.
وأنا في بدايات سن المراهقة كان أصحابي يلجؤن لي للفتاوي الخفيفة مثل "هل يجوز أصلي وانا منزل إيدي" ... "هل يجوز أنام على جنبي اليسار" ... "هل يجوز أسمع أغاني في رمضان" ... "هل يجوز أطول في النظرة الأولى للبنت"... "هل يجوز أسلم على غير المسلم" ... وغيرها من الأسئلة السخيفة
في أواخر مراهقتي ... في بداية المرحلة الجامعية ... كان الشباب يتجمعون حولي لمناقشة قضايا الدين وعظمة الإسلام
بعد سن المراهقة إكتشفت إن ما عندي سالفة ... الحمد لله على هلإكتشاف المنقذ
هل كان لازم أتعمق في الدين علشان أكتشف هالشيء ... يمكن
I just love the way yu entitled the mood of today!! GOGOSH.....
im not going to comment on the drinking part.
but the wording!
it is ... full of art.
i loved the way u expressed ur opinion in a very classy way.
Mosano babe
lucky you :p
Baldisar
This is the fate of every Moslem
MM
Well it’s normal to keep our mouths shut, not otherwise.. did you ever wonder why?
Loved your blog as well :)
Luloo
Glad that you could relate to my agony, thanks sweetie
Kasak Ya Watan
I guess you are right; without going into details, one can never see the truth, even if that was his truth.
Phenix
I bet, like me, you are one of her fans. And I always have special moods for her.
No3ik
And I loved your elegant comment, thanks
It is just like awakening after being in a trance for a very long time.
One must understand why one believes, and not believe just because another says you must.
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